SPEAKS OF VARIOUS OTHER GRACES GOD BESTOWS ON THE SOUL IN DIFFERENT WAYS,
AND OF THE GREAT BENEFITS CONFERRED BY THEM.
1. Reasons for speaking of these supernatural favours. 2. An intellectual
vision. 3. God compared to a palace in which His creatures dwell. 4. Forgive
as we are forgiven. 5. The vision shows God to be Truth itself. 6. We should
imitate God by truthfulness. 7. Why God reveals these truths.
1. OUR Lord communicates with the soul by means of these apparitions on many
occasions--sometimes when it is afflicted, at other times when it is about to
receive some heavy cross, and again for the sake of the mutual delight of
Himself and His beloved. There is no need for me to specify each different
case nor do I intend to do so. I only wish to teach you (as far as I am
acquainted with them myself) what are the different favours God shows a soul
in this state so that you may understand their characteristics and the
effects they produce. Thus you will not mistake every idle fancy for a
vision and if you really see one, knowing that such a thing is possible, you
will not be disturbed nor unhappy. The devil, who gains greatly by it, is
delighted to see a soul troubled and distressed, knowing how this hinders it
from employing itself wholly in loving and serving God.
2. His Majesty has far higher ways of communicating Himself to the soul;
they are less dangerous for I do not think the evil spirit can imitate them.
They are more difficult to explain, being more abstruse; therefore imaginary
visions are easier to describe. God is sometimes pleased, while a person is
engaged in prayer and in perfect possession of her senses, to suspend them
and to discover sublime mysteries to her which she appears to see within God
Himself. This is no vision of the most sacred Humanity nor can I rightly say
the soul 'sees,' for it sees nothing; this is no imaginary vision but a
highly intellectual one, wherein is manifested how all things are beheld in
God and how He contains them within Himself. [375] It is of great value,
for although passing in an instant, it remains deeply engraved in the
memory, producing a feeling of great shame in the mind which perceives more
clearly the malice of offences against God, since these most heinous sins
are committed within His very being since we dwell within Him. I will try to
explain this truth to you by a comparison, for although it is obvious and
has been often told us, we either never reflect upon it or do not wish to
understand it. If we realized it, we could not possibly behave with such
audacity.
3. Let us compare God to a very spacious and magnificent mansion or palace
and remember that this edifice is God Himself. Can the sinner withdraw from
it in order to carry out his crimes? No, certainly not, for within this very
palace, that is, within God Himself, are perpetrated all the abominations,
impurities and evil deeds that sinners commit. Oh awful thought, well worthy
to be pondered over! What profit it would bring to us, who know so little
and understand these truths but partially or how could we possibly be so
reckless in our daring? Let us, sisters, meditate on the infinite mercy and
patience of God in not casting us down to hell at once and let us render Him
hearty thanks. Surely we should be ashamed of resenting anything done or
said against us--we who are the scum of the earth--when we see what outrages
are offered to God our Creator within His very being, by us His creatures;
yet we are wounded whenever we hear of an unkind word having been spoken of
us in our absence, although perhaps with no evil intention.
4. Oh misery of mankind! When, daughters, shall we imitate Almighty God in
any way? Oh, let us not think we are doing great things if we suffer
injuries patiently: rather let us bear them with alacrity; let us love our
enemies, since this great God has not ceased to love us in spite of our many
sins! This is indeed the chief reason that all should forgive any harm done
them. I assure you, daughters, that though this vision passes very quickly,
our Lord has bestowed signal grace on her to whom He grants it, if she seeks
to profit by keeping it constantly in mind.
5. Short as the time lasts, yet, in a manner impossible to describe, God
also manifests that in Him there is a verity which makes all truth in
creatures seem obscure. He convinces the soul that He alone is that Truth
which cannot lie, thus demonstrating the meaning of David's words in the
psalm: 'Every man is a liar,' [376] which could never be thus realized by
any other means, however often we might hear that God is truth infallible.
As I recall Pilate and how he besought our Lord in His Passion to answer his
question: 'What is truth?' [377] I realize how little mortals know of that
sublime veracity.
6. I wish I could explain this better but am unable to do so. Let us learn
from it, sisters, that if we would bear any resemblance to our God and our
Spouse, we must strive to walk ever in the truth. I do not merely mean that
we should not tell falsehoods thank God, I see that in these convents you
are most careful never to do so on any account--but I desire that as far as
possible we should at with perfect truth before God and man and above all
that we should not wish to be thought better than we are; that in all our
deeds we should ascribe to God what is His and attribute what is ours to
ourselves, and that we should seek for verity in all things. Thus we shall
care little for this world, which is but deception and falsehood, and
therefore cannot last. Once, while I was wondering why our Lord so dearly
loves the virtue of humility, the thought suddenly struck me, without
previous reflection, that it is because God is the supreme Truth and
humility is the truth, for it is most true that we have nothing good of
ourselves but only misery and nothingness: whoever ignores this, lives a
life of falsehood. They that realize this fact most deeply are the most
pleasing to God, the supreme Truth, for they walk in the truth. God grant,
sisters, that we may have the grace never to lose this self-knowledge! Amen.
7. Our Lord shows the soul these favours because she is now indeed His
bride, resolute to do His will in all things; therefore He wishes to give
her some idea how to accomplish it and to manifest to her some of His divine
attributes. I need say no more about it, but I believe the two points above
mentioned will prove very useful. These favours should cause no fear but
lead us to praise God for bestowing these graces. I think neither the devil
nor our own imaginations can have much to do with them, therefore the soul
may rest in perfect peace.
_________________________________________________________________
[375] Life, ch. xl. 13-16.
[376] Ps. cxv. 11. 'Omnis homo mendax.'
[377] St. John xviii. 38: Quid est veritas?
_________________________________________________________________