SPEAKS OF THE MANNER IN WHICH GOD COMMUNICATES WITH THE SOUL BY INTELLECTUAL
VISION AND GIVES ADVICE UPON THE SUBJECT. OF THE EFFECTS PRODUCED BY THIS
VISION WHEN GENUINE. SECRECY ABOUT THESE FAVOURS IS ENJOINED.
1. Our Lord's presence accompanying the soul. 2. St. Teresa's experience of
this. 3. Confidence and graces resulting from this vision. 4. Its effects .
5. It Produces humility. 6. And prepares the soul for other graces. 7.
Consciousness of the presence of the saints. 8. Obligations resulting from
this grace. 9. Signs that this favour is genuine. 10. A confessor should be
consulted. 11. Our Lord will enlighten our advisers. 12. Cautions about this
vision.
1. To prove to you more clearly, sisters, the truth of what I have been
saying and to show that the more the soul advances, the closer does this
good Jesus bear it company, it would be well for me to tell you how, when He
so chooses, it cannot withdraw from His presence. This is clearly shown by
the manners and ways in which His Majesty communicates Himself to us,
manifesting His love by wonderful apparitions and visions which, if He is
pleased to aid me, I will describe to you so that you may not be alarmed if
any of these favours are granted you. We ought, even if we do not receive
them ourselves, to praise Him fervently for thus communing with creatures,
seeing how sovereign are His majesty and power.
2. For example, a person who is in no way expecting such a favour nor has
ever imagined herself worthy of receiving it, is conscious that Jesus Christ
stands by her side although she sees Him neither with the eyes of the body
nor of the soul. [345] This is called an intellectual vision; I cannot
tell why. I knew a person to whom God granted both this grace and others I
shall describe later on. At first it distressed her, for she could not
understand it; she could see nothing, yet so convinced did she feel that
Jesus Christ was thus in some way manifesting Himself that she could not
doubt that it was some kind of vision, whether it came from God or no. Its
powerful effects were a strong argument that it was from Him; still she was
alarmed, never having heard of an intellectual vision, nor was she aware
that such a thing could be. She however felt certain of our Lord's presence,
[346] and He spoke to her several times in the way that I described.
Before she had received this favour, she had heard words spoken but had
never known who uttered them.
3. She was frightened by this vision which, unlike an imaginary one, does
not pass away quickly but lasts for several days and even sometimes for more
than a year. She went, in a state of great anxiety, to her confessor [347]
who asked her how, if she saw nothing, she knew that our Lord was near her,
and bade her describe His appearance. She said that she was unable to do so,
nor could she see His face nor tell more than she had already done, but that
she was sure it was the fact that it was He Who spoke to her and it was no
trick of her imagination. Although people constantly cautioned her against
this vision, as a rule she found it impossible to disbelieve in it,
especially when she heard the words: 'It is I, be not afraid' [348]
4. The effect of this speech was so powerful that for the time being she
could not doubt its truth. She felt much encouraged and rejoiced at being in
such good company, seeing that this favour greatly helped her to a constant
recollection of God and an extreme care not to displease in any way Him Who
seemed ever by her side, watching her. Whenever she desired to speak to His
Majesty in prayer, or even at other times, He seemed so close that He could
not fail to hear her though He did not speak to her whenever she wished, but
unexpectedly, when necessity arose. She was conscious of His being at her
right hand, although not in the way we know an ordinary person to be beside
us but in a more subtle manner which cannot be described. Yet this presence
is quite as evident and certain, and indeed far more so, than the ordinary
presence of other people about which we may be deceived; not so in this, for
it brings with it graces and spiritual effects which could not come from
melancholia. Nor could the devil thus fill the soul with peace, with a
constant desire to please God, and such utter contempt of all that does not
lead to Him. As time went on, my friend recognized that this was no work of
the evil one, as our Lord showed her more and more clearly.
5. However, I know that she often felt great alarm and was at times overcome
with confusion, being unable to account for so high a favour having been
granted her. She and I were so very intimate [349] that I knew all that
passed in her soul, hence my account is thoroughly true and reliable. This
favour brings with it an overwhelming sense of self-abasement and humility;
the reverse would be the case, did it come from Satan. [350] It is
evidently divine; no human effort could produce such feelings nor could any
one suppose that such profit came from herself, but must needs recognize it
as a gift from the hand of God.
6. Although I believe some of the former favours are more sublime, yet this
brings with it a special knowledge of God; a most tender love for Him
results from being constantly in His company, while the desires of devoting
one's whole being to His service are more fervent than any hitherto
described. The conscience is greatly purified by the knowledge of His
perpetual and near presence, for although we know that God sees all we do,
yet nature inclines us to grow careless and forgetful of it. This is
impossible here since our Lord makes the soul conscious that He is close at
hand, thus preparing it to receive the other graces mentioned by constantly
making acts of love to Him Whom it sees or feels at its side. In short, the
benefits caused by this grace prove how great and how valuable it is. The
soul thanks our Lord for bestowing it on one unworthy of it, but who would
refuse to exchange it for any earthly riches or delight.
7. When our Lord chooses to withdraw His presence, the soul in its
loneliness makes every possible effort to induce Him to return. This avails
but little, for this grace comes at His will and not by our endeavours. At
times we may enjoy the company of some saint, [351] which also brings us
great profit. You will ask me, if we see no one, how can we know whether it
is Christ, or His most glorious Mother, or a saint? Such a person cannot
answer this question or know how she distinguishes them, but the fact
remains undoubted. It seems easy to recognize our Lord when He speaks, but
it is surprising how the soul can, without hearing a word from him,
recognize which saint has been sent by God to be its companion and helper.
8. There are other spiritual matters which cannot be explained. Our
inability to grasp them should teach us how incapable is our nature of
understanding the sublime mysteries of God. Those on whom these favours are
bestowed should marvel at and praise God's mercy for them. As these
particular graces are not granted to everybody, any one who receives them
should esteem them highly and strive to serve God more zealously, since He
has given her such special aid. Therefore such a person does not rate
herself more highly on this account, but rather thinks she serves Him less
than any one else in the world; feeling herself to be under greater
obligations to Him than others, any fault she commits pierces her to the
heart, as indeed it ought under the circumstances.
9. When the effects described are felt, any of you whom our Lord leads by
this way may be certain that it is neither deception nor fancy in her case.
I believe it to be impossible for the devil to produce an illusion lasting
so long, neither could he benefit the soul so remarkably nor cause such
interior peace. It is not his custom, nor, if he would, could such an evil
creature bring about so much good; the soul would soon be clouded by
self-esteem and the idea that it was better than others. The mind's
continual keeping in the presence of God [352] and the concentration of
its thoughts on Him would so enrage the fiend that, although he might try
the experiment once, he would not often repeat it. God is too faithful to
permit him so much power over one whose sole endeavour is to please His
Majesty and to lay down her life for His honour and glory; He would soon
unmask the demon's artifices.
10. I contend, as I always shall, that if the soul reaps the effects
described from these divine graces, although God may withdraw these special
favours, His Majesty will turn all things to its advantage; even should He
permit the devil to deceive it at any time, the evil spirit will only reap
his own confusion. Therefore, as I told you, daughters, none of you who are
led by this way need feel alarm. Fear is good and we should be cautious and
not overconfident, for if such favours made you careless, it would prove
they were not from God as they did not leave the results I described. It
would be well at first to tell your case, under the seal of confession, to a
thoroughly qualified theologian (for that is the source whence we must
obtain light) or to some highly spiritual person. If your confessor is not
very spiritual, a good theologian would be preferable; [353] best of all,
one who unites both qualities. [354] Do not be disturbed if he calls it
mere fancy; if it is, it can neither harm nor benefit your soul much.
Recommend yourself to the divine Majesty and beg Him not to allow you to be
misled.
11. It would be worse should he tell you the devil is deceiving you,
although no learned man would say so if he sees in you the effects
described. Even should your adviser say this, I know that the same Lord Who
is beside you will comfort and reassure you and will go to your counsellor
and give him light that he may impart it to you. [355] If the director,
though given to prayer, has not been led by God in this way, he will at once
take fright and condemn it. Therefore I advise you to choose a qualified
theologian and, if possible, one who is also spiritual. The Prioress ought
to allow you this, for although she may feel sure that you are safe from
delusion because you lead a good life, yet she is bound to permit you to
consult some one for your mutual security. When you have conferred with
these persons, be at peace; trouble yourself no more about the matter, for
sometimes when there is no cause for fear, the demon gives rise to such
immoderate scruples that the person cannot be satisfied with consulting her
confessor only once on the subject, especially if he is inexperienced and
timid or if he bids her consult him again.
12. Thus that which should have been kept strictly private becomes public;
[356] such a person is persecuted and tormented and finds that what she
believed to be her own secret has become public property. Hence she suffers
many troubles which may even devolve upon the Order in such times as these.
Consequently I warn all Prioresses that great caution is required in such
matters; also they must not think a nun more virtuous than the rest because
such favours are shown her. Our Lord guides every one, in the way He knows
to be best. This grace, if made good use of, prepares one receiving it to
become a great servant of God, but sometimes our Lord bestows it on the
weakest souls; therefore in itself it is neither to be esteemed nor
condemned. We must look to the virtues; she who is most mortified, humble
and single-minded in serving God is the most holy. However, we can never
feel very certain about such matters until the true Judge rewards each one
according to his merits. Then we shall be surprised to find how very
different is His judgment from that of this world. May He be for ever
praised. Amen.
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[345] Life, ch. xxvii. 3, 5. Rel. vii. 26.
[346] Life, ch. xxvii. 7.
[347] Ibid. l.c. 4. Father Juan de Pradanos was then the Saint's confessor.
[348] Life, ch. xxv. 22; XXX. 17. Supra, M. vi. ch. iii. 5. Rel. vii. 22.
St. John of the Cross, Ascent of Mount Carmel, bk. ii. ch. i. 1.
[349] In fact, one and the same person.
[350] Life, ch. xix. a; xx. 38. Way of Perf. ch. vi. 10.
[351] Life, ch. xxix 6.
[352] Gen. xvii, 1: 'Ambula coram me et esto perfectus.'
[353] 'Magni doctores scholastici, si non sint spirituales, vel omni rerum
spiritualium experientia careant, non solent esse magistri spirituales
idonei--nam theologia scholastica est perfectio intellectus; a,
perfectio intellectus et voluntatis: unde bonus theologus scholasticus
potest esse malus theologus us. In rebus tamen difficilibus, dubiis,
spiritualibus, pr+ªstat mediocriter spiritualem theologum consulere quam
spiritualem idiotam.' (Schram, Theol. Myst. -º 483.)
[354] Life, ch. v. 6.
[355] Ibid. ch. xxv. 18 sqq. Way of Perf. ch. iv. 11; v. 3.
[356] Life, ch. xxiii. 14-15. Rel. vii. 17.
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